Saturday, September 22, 2007



Life is weird because we expect things after having them for so long. Once something becomes routine and it doesn't happen, it can anger us. Every time I get upset, I try to remember to be grateful for everything that happens and remember not to expect anything.


Ive also given up trying to change peoples opinion of myself and possibly stop trying to change them altogether.

For a long time, I tried to convince people that I was a certain way or that I'm not a certain way and it doesn't work. I'm just going to be who I am and let it be.

I'm a closet Introvert trying to break out of my shell. Although at the end of the day, I have mixed feelings about how I acted that day. I like being around people, but sometimes grow bored of them because it seems people are just a loop being spun around, making the same lame jokes and the same outlook on life, stubborn. I consider myself an Evolver and do not want to be the same person I was 2 months ago.

I want to shed the skin of a lazy, worthless animal and grow a new brave happy shell. Oh by the way, despite pension problems and pipeline explosions, soaring oil prices fueled Shell to record 2005 profits of $23 billion

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